nice long walk in the woods yesterday w/ richard. i think it was the hottest day of the year so far, but a short drive up the mountain and walking a trail off the parkway it wasn't hot at all. i think richard is onto something. he uses this sort of getaway for a short visit, maybe read a book, sit. more like the walks i used to take at big ridge, hit the door, go outside, and stroll.

picture above i took while "up there". this is the first picture i loaded, worked on, and uploaded from imac. i'll have to work on process to make smaller jpg's which i pretty much have down on os 9.

finished foaming the seal on camper shell last night. it better work. now for cleanup which is going to be tricky, working on very narrow space between truck cab and camper.

took this in the madness of bele chere crowd.

remember - i do - when the citizens of the USA were depicted as john q. milquetoast? a little meek guy with the world for a head, a mustach and a cap. usually with a question mark over his head and a slightly confused expression.

this has something, though not everything, to do with the notion of "personal identity".

then came, let's see, "consumer". then came "audience". then came "perfomer".

each change hammering away at the idea of who i am. part of the personality reacts to these changes even if the thinking mind is unaware of them. right now "personhood" is being deconstructed, and all of us identify, easy or not, with some smaller group then the nation-state. and yet the world of the nation-state rolls on, with caracatures out of sitcoms driving.

foto from last weekend. one of so many i've taken walking up sunset mountain.

big changes here. about to finish (?) upgrading camper so it doesn't leak. took a load of trash to landfill. gave away all 100Mb zip disks plus SCSI drive to young man from w. asheville who wants to use disks in keyboard sampler, a good use for them.

now have password on imac, have not yet succeeded in sharing files. working on gigantic flash/quicktime light show. have no idea what i'm doing. still searching for slide show app so i can regroup images, add all since april which presently you cannot find.

then, with all processes intact, i will produce cartoon visionary sound and light coda on dvd, my statement. i first thought of calling it on the road, but instead it will be named off the road. a dyslexic look at the cultural conundrum of living with dreams in a dream.

then i'm going to pull blog on blog. turn the sight into "stuff".

electricity disappeared for about 5 hours yesterday. it seems to have mangled preview function on a couple of os 9 apps.

so the evening was dark, moody, and dead quiet.

i can't hear out of right ear. must fix.

but i have to put garbage out right now.

i have no idea what it is. done yesterday morning.

it's about 10PM & i just got back from my first half-hour walk, i mean the first of a series that will last the rest of my life.

ninian visited today, it rained, we did get a walk in up sunset mountain. played a little music.

didn't go to Bele Chere yet. plan is to catch it tomorrow morning. i just want to visit the art vendors, see what's up.

this post is going to straighten out archives. or not.

{later} not.

in the slave new world of rebranding, if it's not one thing...

my son eli communing with the spirit of linville gorge.

if i can get thru the day you will find news, opinion, urban myth, and other assorted items of the day right here.

mainly about the Criminal Overworld.

treasure map found near toe river. i didn't pick it up, i may be crazy but i'm no fool.

lately i've been overwhelmed. by everything. i think it is probably a passing phase. but then isn't everything?

the archives to this site stop around april. i must have blundered over some numerical limit.

this means you can't see the pictures i've done on a daily basis since then.

some of the best i've done IMHO. so my next step is to redo the image gallery to include them and while i'm at it add a lot of color prints i've been turning out.

otherwise out of it, isolated, solitary, in a dream (wasn't that the name of a bix biederbeck hit?).

modified pencil drawing i did a few days ago camping out at toe river. besides hauling stuff back and forth across the creek, i did absolutely nothing but one pencil drawing, the results of which you see above.

ever thought about "toxic institutions"? i have. why are they toxic? they developed into a form where the negitive aspects of this manner of organizing human effort have shoved out the positive. what are some of these aspects? power without judgement, turf battles, back stabbing, gossip, refusal to listen, group non-think. like your worst memories of high school.

what could in a sunny fair world replace institutions? govt., education, hospitals, corporations?

just because i don't know the answer to the question does not mean there is no question.

all i can see to do is on a personal level nourish and practice the frail sprouts of compassion and fairness that struggle to grow under the towering canopy of sleaze, greed, and situation comedy we all know so well. create space for the conciously personal and ignore the crumbling institutions.

remember the 60's? "turn on etc."?

now it's time to "turn off your tv".

pictire taken awhile back thru window of yancey county fortress of solitude, hideaway of "the nail". i am aiming to get there today and spend awhile.

when i get back i'm re-doing this site, music, pictures, animation, maybe a quasi-blog tucked away somewhere.

today's pic, drawn from a hat and played with. it's hard work as the bushoid says.

haven't heard from son eli, whether this weekend we'll meet somewhere to camp in the mountains. my fall back is yancey county sunday for 2 or 3 days. finished sealing camper with foam. lots of foam. i lost the little spray nozzle so had to go into tight places w/ can upside down and made a mess, although i hope it's a water tight mess.

went to DDL last evening, hadn't been in awhile, what a pleasant group of folks, all busy doing "creative" stuff. attended prescreening of 25 minute documentary by jaime whose last name i forget. great title which i also forget, but right up my alley, something about "fast slow". the arc of the story line was pretty clear, and it definitely left one wanting to see and hear more (a giant plus). some of the captioning and fade to black transitions seemed inconsistant and one abrupt cut where it played like something had been chopped out of interview were the only nits i noticed.

watercolor i finished yesterday. went pretty fast.

what doesn't?

have large used canvas primed and sanded. i'll start some kind of landscape tomorrow.

yesterday - or maybe the day before - i happened to be working with the radio down low in the other roon tuned to wncw playing the matt mattan talk show. don't know much about him, don't listen to his show, but he comes across as right of center. anyway he went off on a long diatribe talking about why fox would call the war bush's war.

this delighted me and made me realize what a powerful cultural influence this blog is, since i suggested calling the war bush's war a couple of years ago.

interesting item on would be car thieves who were stopped cold by manual gear and clutch:

"'The kid was just sitting in the car trying to start it but he had no idea what to do. '"

so if you are over 20 and baffled by the tech world, remember it works both ways.

nicolas jon, newly arrived on the planet. first son of my nephew jon and kindra. i'd like to talk to him in about 70 years, just to see if either one of us has much to say at that point.

fortunately i'll probably get the chance before then.

mr. d. playing "things have changed". don't know how it will fit on page but let's try it. i'm learning this song on keyboards, watch this space.

meanwhile my nephew jon and kindra are new parents, brand new baby boy, mom dad and baby all doing super. congratulations to all.

i keep cranking these out. not sure why. i begin each day by building one. maybe i am not yet fully awake and forgotten dreams are at work. maybe it's like morning yoga. post-nocturnal graffitti.

i have a bunch of color prints to make, and would be far more usefully busy were i to attend to these. and i do, but slowly, while the daily mostly low-res images i throw up here are effortless.

the days of summer waft towards dogdays: the mornings are shadowless, no sharp light. toned down. street is empty, few cars parked, no traffic automotive or otherwise. my favorite kind of day, brooding, slow, moody.

it's the celtic in me, drawn towards the mist, the damp, the low spots, springs, hollows, ponds, branches. unknown yet familiar topography of half-light.

perhaps a taste of the formless. i was told many years ago that it would not be so good for me to remain in the formless for very long.

if that is true and i have no idea whether it is or not, i am saved by the hard edges of the day's non-optional activites, too many to list here. i might even get some of them done before dusk.

this one flipped out of nowhere this morning.
it might stick around.

pleasant visit with jim yesterday afternoon. conversation can be so real when it's not pre-fabricated by manners or strictures or structures of the day.

this is scan of watercolor i finished last week. a quickie. finished w/ oil pastels.

pretty clear that it is the result of the urge to "make a mark". like small children do. or the inhabitants of the paleolithic era.

and like these examples, i reckon the ego's part in this desire is present, but does not account for the urge. there can come a time when, deaf, dumb and blind, the ego gives up and hands over the controls to some unkown but felt presence. result: an ochre handprint 150 feet below the earth's surface, in a cave where there is no light.

in a non-human animal, you might call it "instinct".

change of scene: denver circa '68. a bar called "clancey's". i am sitting at the bar listening to a young woman ask an older guy whose paintings hang on the wall how he came to paint.

after a short pause and a puff on a cigerette he said "... well you start as a baby pushing baby-shit around."

crowd watching fireworks from vance square or whatever the main intersection is called in asheville. how i got there is long story but it was a good if quiet crowd.

this morning's effort.

uneasy sleep last night. fell out about six in the evening, couldn't stay awake. around 3 i came too, finally got up at six.

you know i could post from today until i leave the planet the memories of the day before: paid bills, listened to bobby d., looked for my hat. like that.

or thoughts and questions of the day, like why don't i have any questions.

is the question still a question if it has an answer?

you can't have your question and answer it too.

does a dream have a beginning and an end?

what about an endless series of dreams?

neil young: "i am just a dreamer, and you are just a dream". is the reverse equally meaningful/meaningless?:
"i am just a dream, and you are just a dreamer".

who is he talking to? who am i talking to?

is there conciousness without unconciousness? what about form, why does it pull me in and push me away? is the experience of human life part of the changing kosmos or apart?

both.

both what?

exile on main street.

today's virtual blink is from a pleasant visit i had w/ r and d yesterday after running the guantlet of tasks in town. drawing and some photo.

where have all the flowers gone?

the trucks all went thataway, including this magnificent example i drove longer than i will ever drive one again, barring a very unlikely series of events. (tip of the hat to jim for foto);

the great house cleaning, i mean leaning, is about done. i'm down to wondering thru rooms and depositing small loose objects in a basket to dispose of.

maybe i'll find a couple of pocket knives that have vanished.

it has come to my attention that email address on this page is dysfunctional. by the time you read or don't read this it should work.

today's idiotgram. seems a little chaotic. that makes it "spot on".

got a call from karamia this morning. hadn't heard from her in a long time but as iusual she had her own take on the oil painting i put up a few days ago. she liked it, but next time if there is one i better put a little "coral" down. this would put me in the proper stage of development as imagined by don beck.

started a small watercolor last night which didn't work at all. time to get out the oil pastels.

dozed thru the night last night, in and out of coast2coast. art was excited because the release of an affadavit by someone who worked in the military in roswell in '48 and specified that it was not to be released until after his death finally convinced him that we have been visited. he called it the biggest news story in history.

got microphone going again running under windows XP. there was a "mute" checkbox checked about 20 menus down in the spighetti. puttering with movie i'm making w/ vegas, in learning mode, started all over again this morning. washed dishes. mopped floors too.

breakthroughs left and right. i'll spend the afternoon packing and organizing supplies for travel (to anywhere). medications, dental stuff, diabetic stuff in triplicate: i want it all stashed and ready to go.


in case i ever get out the front door.

today was kind of .... inert. solid state. nothing moved.

i'm thinking down is as good as up when it comes to time. really. one calls and needs the other.

and i'm asking why the links on this site appear in different colors on different systems.

woke up confused at five. listened to this very interesting interview by studs terkel of b. dylan in
1963.

those of us who spent time in the world of jazz may remember the term "moldy figs" applied in the 40's and 50's to the audiences that liked the older, pre-bop kind of music. i suppose the same could be thought to characterize the listeners today who think of bob embalmed in the 60's.

disregarding for the moment his recent work, as good or better than his classic days, take a listen to the above interview. despite the less than stellar audio quality, the hair on the back of my neck rose listening to "bob dyan's dream". he was probably 22-23. there are tens or hundreds of thousands of folks who can relate to this dream.

roaring back tp thye world of factoids, check what is in thye pharmaceutical pipeling today:
surprise.

yesterday was a gold star day: i finished oil i have been puttering with which you see above. i started this a few weeks ago. rushed outside and took a foto of it which worked out well. usually i wait 6 months for an oil to dry and scan it. anyway i had fun with this one. i looked at an early painting by kandinsky to start and then never looked at it again. as is my habit i'll start another today, a large watercolor representing i have no idea what. i will maybe when i finish.

spent the rest of the day moving, sorting stuff and got a good deal done. by tonight i should be finished. following the nail's dictum that to find misplaced stuff clean up i found a bunch of missing objects, in fact all of them except jaegermeister hat. they are in a large box and amount to a lot of objects. all necessary to my manner of surviving,

began loading truck with camping gear. by end of day my intention is to have house cleaned vacuumed dusted and windows cleaned. truck loaded with goodwill objects.

now what about my inner life, the important domain, development of psyche? not much to say but it's ok, maybe even excellent. maybe there is nothing to say about it.

listening to tom hartman on air america in the other room i heard some good stuff. one was that edwards wanted to go after the contested election and i presume and hope some of the earlier republican twisted nonsense that has proven to work wonders over the past 30 years. i imagine that the campaign manager had something to do with it to. one of the enigmas of that election was the demogratis silence in response to so many tricks of the trade. edwards could have squashed then in a couple of sound bytes.

so i went to tom's site and discovered he is also an educater interested in ADHD who is a proponent of a genetic theory of the disorder, something along the lines that it helped one to survive in the hunter-gatherer culture.

ever feel like an aboriginee in the etomological sense of the word? originated outside this place and time? me too and the above explains why.

this morning's gizmo is kind of special. i believe it was taken on the blue ridge parkway. anyway as you can see something had just happened, not sure but i think it was the trail of a fallen angel. i tramped towards the landing spot but all i found was a bunch of old and empty blue ribbon cans.

of course that convinced me that it absolutely was the crash landing spot of a fallen angel. no doubt in my mind.

today's gestalt-o-gram seems allright to me. i'll accept it.

i'm listening to today's buzz in the other room, macneil-leher report or whatever it is called today. talking about diabetes. one factoid: 15,000 new cases of type I a year, more than expected. i assume and hope that this is per capita or it is meaningless.

another: average diabetic costs medicare $30k. in a year? no, i think they meant lifetime. but here is where it gets tricky. talking about blindness, amputations. yes, it costs more to lose your eyesight today than it used to.

but this statistic would have more meaning by an order of magnatude if it were split into cost and number of type I diabetes and ditto for type II.

so excuse me while i write them my standard plea to rename these 2 diseases. this would help clarify the confusion everyone i know not personally involved with one of these two calamities suffers from.

quickie this morning. slept like a baby. this morning i send some framed pictures to eric and nicole, my two oldest (twins), go grocery shopping, pick up laundry, scott camper top foward about 1/4 inch, and maybe hit the road for a short brath of air.

kyle lined the bits and bytes in a row for router etc. yesterday. last night i could not get wireless to wire, but i'm not going to get into it. i am adopting kyle's approach, which is to stare blankly at hardware for a moment, then a click or 2 and it's back working.

working on a color print that i hope will look as good as i have in mind. also - i can't help it - finishing up an oil, mainly so i can start a watercolor.

jim j. if you happen upon this i don't have yr telephone number.

today's whiz-bang. did a lot to it but it doesn't show. not the spectacular shot i had in mind.

badthing is on his way over here. i hope he can straighten out the cyber-spighetti i've got wrapping me up.

later -

man it's good to watch someone who knows what he is doing. kyle came over and breezed through all kinds of screens and i think all computers can talk to each other and the web.

i'll get out in the country tomorrw insh'allah.

amazing. after a morning of slapdash running around mostly to beat post office, i took a break and did this, reworked an old photo. it was easy and no effort required, kind of like going fishing, meditative.

mmm... found this taped to my wall. thank you lily.
otherwise a few changes. after an all too common and typical week of wrestling with cables, router, related stuff, lots of it, i'm retiring from the fray. i hate the smell of smoldering synapse, so a step back is in order.

besides, i need to wash the dishes.

photo from yancey county. i worked on it a couple of hours and got a beautiful print.

on a weeklong marathon it appears, dodging and weaving between hookin up os 9, os X, and windoze XP. sorting thru the usual dottle, (pk dick's term), papers, obscure notes on napkins, bills, maps, prints, technical documentation, room by room, or maybe i will say pile by pile. right now it's one big pile of [shudder] stuff. adjusting and readjusting camper so it fits truck, and is rain tight.

lovely evening out and i thought i'd make an infrequent appearance at DL downtown. instead i'll go to library in the morning to return a mystery (that word again), leicester for laundry, pay bills and get up on the parkway heading south.

working on a little surprise movie for small circle of friends. new software, every move raises questions, but this i don't mind because i'm strolling up a learning curve. but routers, browsers, tcp/ip i have a different feeling about. i've already been up this road many times and i still don't get it.

my shrink told me yesterday that the bout i went thru last week was a profound trauma leaving me with even less brain cells.

so i'm cruising in the moment, everything is new, inexplicable, indeed inexpressible. strictly up to me and my partners, the daemons of yore, spirits of the low places, guardians of fools. they are big on curve balls and the old shell game. when i think i know what i'm doing they love to present me with chaos and inexplicable conundrums. for my own good mind you. or at least for something's good.

i've transited from liberal democrat to post-political, post-institutional being. the mechanisms of the manifest world are broke, lucky us and in our lifetime too. so while the last waltz takes place i'll be ginning up new world-views - or maybe ancient world-views - in which personal experience is lived and not displaced by teetering metaphysical branded structures. does this make me an outlaw?

or an alien prescence in the world of ghosts?

chances are that chance is all. is meta-confusion the abscence of order, or the absence of fiction? is the writing on the wall comprehensible, or is it divne graffetti designed to push us past understanding?

these questions are about all i have left, and i don't expect answers.

sure enough things just got better. tonight i heard on pbs two phrases:
"post-ideologic politics" and
"post-partison politics".

way better than "post-modern shambles".

one of the few pictures you'll ever see on this site not mine. this was taken by my sister or maybe neice last week. can you believe it, they were there and now they're here - more specifically phoenix az.

myself, i'm totally surrounded by breakdowns. computers, toasters, vacuum cleaners - all systems scattering, stuttering, hiccouphing.

but it will get better. one sign is that i broke out the oils just now.

oh boy a hack job. couldn't help it. had to do it.

now i can wash the dishes.

does doing a picture a day really keep the doctor away?

saw a pbs show on van gogh last nite. IMHO it was pretty lite, filled as so many pbs shows are with dramatic recreated footage and special effects to denote fear and trembling. nonetheless interesting chronology of his life and struggle against the "attacks" of insanity he kept at bay by work, ie painting like a madman. this worked less and less as his life unfolded.

there was one stricking dramatic recreation showing him stuffing a tube of oil paint into his mouth, gobbling up what appeared to be cadium yellow.

maybe jogging is a better prophylactic against madness.

old pix with a touch of ancient magic dust.

i've been wondering what dyslexia does to those who read vertically, ie chinese and japanese folks. of course they do not read phonetically.

this question bubbled up in my mind after richard and i took camper top off truck and applied insulating tape between camper and truck.

because i did not plan it out well. in first place it was more than a 2 man job. secondly, as i was drifting off to sleep last night i realized that we should have applied it to camper by turning it upside down, not the rim of the bed (although that was how directions read).

if you can't visulize this, take my word for it. this lapse may be a case of vertical dyslexia. or plain old clumsiness.

or both.

still don't have email working.

you can't step over the same river twice as heraclitus said not long after folks realized they were saying something. you can't even drown in the same river twice. (i said that).

in fact there is no river twice.

but there is a river.

it's a jungle in there.

because of the solar flare epidemic my system or process is totally screwed up. anything electrical, well almost anything, is on the blink. good thing i don't use an electric shaver much.

so i will be using a lot of spit and duct tape to keep this site afloat until i can realign the stray quarks.

spent all day yesterday driving from postponed task to task. mostly i got everything done i set out to do, with a few surprises thrown in. swung by richard and debbies in time for spectacular summer thunderstorm with hailstones as big as garbonzo beans. a vivid reminder that i must carry camera with me at all times, it was spectacular. driving home i ran across a downed tree that blocked the road. it dragged electrical lines down with it, my common sense dictated i back up a narrow winding mountain road for some distence and turn around which i did flawlessly. i was encouraged by how well i managed, some physical dexterity remains part of my world.

before the storm - or maybe it was after - we watched the PBS news. the friday wrapup. i have to report that the presentation and logic of the news escaped me, i'm losing my fluency in mediaspeak.

did the whole world evolve a new language while i wasn't looking, or did i?

i did the big switch to charter from at&t. of course now i have to reconstruct whatever it was i was doing before i switched. in particular email is in cyberlimbo. so if you want to email me send to

wyly.chris@gmail.com

i imagine i can reconstruct address book etc but i don't have the time, or more accurately the inclination, to deal with it right now. i'm growing weary of sitting in front of monitor dealing with so many keys, codes, scripts, passwords, applications, programs, workarounds.

it's cyber-spighetti.

i guess that's why i want to hit the woods, camp out for a week, rest my head.

think about it. there have only been a few days in the last 20-30 years that i have not spent some or all of the day in front of some computer busy busy busy tap tap tapping keyboard.

at times it has been a relief. hyperfocus, the el dorado of the those of us - and there are many - living the dysfunctional attention life style.

the mind is mangled. solution: leave it behind.

mmmm... don't know if i like this one. it's not easy making a doodle a day. as bushoid says "it's hard work".

today i'm switching from AT&T to charter cable so things will be even more screwed up than usual for awhile. all i can say is "stay tuned".

meanwhile my domestic scene looks like a bomb hit it. i hope to have everything back in it's box by the end of the day.

but the weather: it's like the aville of old the last 2 or 3 days. open windows most of the day, misty, fog, afternoon thunder bumpers. what a treat.

drove to jackson county to look at used camper shell for sale and bought it. then visited john and cookie, old friends from the area who i've only seen one time since i decamped in the early 80s. it rained, temperature dropped, and it was like a dream of that time when mountain summers featured thunderstorms. i spent the night in their beautiful house. above shot taken from covered deck. how would you like to see this when you looked out at the front yard?

linville gorge last saturday. eli and granddaughter lily are scrambling down the backside looking for reishi mushrooms.

just kidding.

i guess i will drive to dillsboro today to check out used camper shell. the location is on the road i used to take to work in mid 70's, 45 minutes over pass to franklin nc.

feathered friend at liville falls. this was an epic journay, the heroic quest, and we made it there and back nicely. lily was a great help, part of the deal, member of the advanced feet on the ground. a lot of nice camping spots, we hop to meet up at one in the future, camp out, and who knows climb hawksbill, something that has become for me personally a task demanded by imagination.

where we wuz saturday.

eli and lily arrived late friday. we had a positively magic mountain evening with richard and debbie, early to bed, got up saturday and drove up to linville falls, wiseman's view etc. succesful mission, back late, up this morning for a very good breakfast at tupelo honey and strolled thu sunday morning aville. they left an hour or so ago and i hope they return.

i've been thru another excursion to hospital, this time in aville. taken by EMT who did a super job, or i guess i wouldn't be typing this. discharged the following day and i'm fine but will be finer - to mangle a phrase used by tom hardman. it's about ten friday morning and the bunker is sealed as tight as i can seal it, two ACs humming. like one of jg ballard's early novels. netscape on ancient mac no longer functions, so i am posting via firefox on laptop. way behind on life and its imperatives.

plan to meet up with eli and granddaughter lily at linville gorge today not happening, it would be pushing things a tad too far while i monitor myself and calibrate blood sugars. they may show up here tonight.

type I diabetes, AKA IDDM, is a heavy thing. i tend not to write about it here for many reasons, not the least of which is brilliantly covered in susan sontag's book illness as metaphor. but i think i may change this, because there is a lot to say about it not being said. so give me some slack, i'm not complaining, just notes from another pilgrim wondering in the woods.

my backyard buddy.
here is the latest update on the puttering agenda i have been using for awhile now. nobody said it would be easy.

all too often i begin the day with moving meditation (="puttering") and before too long lose it, my mind, body and soul all rushing in to make things right, do this, do that, ie get busy.

you've heard of circular breathing? (if not maybe you should make the aquaintence of roland kirk or n. diginous digeridoo.) anyway i fall into circular doing, kind of like a dog chasing his own tail.

or maybe it's more like the tail chasing the dog.

anyway this my mac stopped running netscape. i should explain that all of my scans, photos, and flash are done the mac. so here i am attempting to post from pc laptop which is the home of my musical efforts and movies. and not much else besides a plethora of cyberhooks reaching out to redmond WA and beyond.

worst of all i have to type words instead of throwing images at the net.

other factoids of note. while this site displays pretty correctly on mac netscape, the background color of the sidebars disappears on xp laptop running firefox. and the top graphic on left sidebar displays fine on mac but appears as broken icon on windows xp.

oh well who cares? maybe me, maybe not. depends on something beyond my mind.

besides, if you see a wabbit, you'll know i figured a workaround.

many things to do today to get ready for friday when i meet eli, macon, and granddaughter lily at linville falls and proceed up to hawks bill mnt, camp out. between the four of us we will no doubt experience many surprises.

looking glass falls? near celo, i may have the name confused.

getting ready to camp out on hawksbill mnt friday, i hope my partners in climb make it from chatham county. that would be son eli and his friend macon, son of mr. richardson who i knew in that special way we know those who have been thru the eame wars as ourselves.

one of eli's eccentricities is that he turns off the ringer on phone as well as the message machine. so coordination is dicey.

a story i have told before is when i was a kid i was watching the groucho marx quiz show, the one with the duck. name has escaped.

one of the contestants was a man who lived rough in a camp that could only be reached by crossing a branch (= stream to those of you unaquainted with mountain speech).

anyway the subject of isolation came up, and the fact that this 50's mountain man had no phone. after much oohing and awing he stated that a phone to him was nothing but a bell in his domocile that anyone in the world could ring.

there is surely an atavistic urge in us all that can relate to this.

measure a bunch and do it once. my motto when it comes to blogger templates. anyone who has fooled around with them knows what a slow pain it is, and i have put off updating this site so long because of that fact that i don't remember why i was going to do it.

but i'm doing it right now.

if i can just get it to show pictures again i'll be satisfied. briefly.

this is the king of the roost at moriah's mountain top. i forget his name.

uh-oh. woke up this morning, first gift of the day. balanced check book (!) and did the above.

i'll tone it down.

drove to etowah to a local campertop dealer, more research. then drove to cousin moriah's place, great visit, played a little music, she blew me away with song she just finished.

tomorrow among other things i'm cleaning the kitchen, mopping, and cleaning glass windows, the insides, dave t. the new ramrod is installing screens and storm windows outside.

almost finished w/ 13 minute audio piece for movie of last memorial sunday.

and maybe i'll finally print a bumper sticker:
"had enough?"

i wish i could remember one suggested by one of erin's friends, something about a ribbon and a bra.

made this picture today from funky pencil drawing in a notebook.

woof.

went downtown, or uptown, or the strip, or tunnel road, or the mall yesterday and bought a tent at dick's big box sports store. walked out with wrong tent. exchanged it today for another one. i'd never been inside before and found it worse than the big box stores i have been to: nobody to help, too much stuff to distinguish, all of it breaks before it's payed for, and worst of all there is a sports station blasting noise everywhere.

talked to cousin moriah this morning. tomorrow morning i'm driving to a truck camper shop between hville and brevard and see what's happening there. then i'll stop at moriah and charlie's mountain between hville and bat cave on the way back.

played around a little with redesign of this site w/ dreamweaver and flash. getting close.

oh yeah i got a haircut also.

and they say i am not living fully in the world of 10,000 things. hell, i just made it into 10,001 things.

i have paid my dues.

feeling pretty good this morning. i spent about an hour working this photo, which i took awhile back from my daughter nicole's back porch.

today is catch up day.

what do i catch up with?

am i chasing the wind?

or is it chasing me?

flowers. towers of hours.

got through memorial day the usual way, staying put. highlight was a graceful gathering at tom and erin's surrounded by flowers, some of whom sang to the birds.

ho-hum. looks like i'm drifting into wall paper design. going to fletcher to buy some frames, then going w/ r&d to tom's for picnic.

furry creature in my backyard yesterday.

i happened to watch charlie rose last nite on TV and am glad i did. it was a whole hour w/ al gore selling his new book the assault on reason.

gore comported himself nicely. he actually did the thing that i have been hungering for, talked like a human. no shoving sound bytes back and forth. he was in the "personal" mode that the media filters out, that is talked like a real person. i loved his demenor and appearance, all in black, heavy, cowboy boots. while rose continually brought up the subject of running in '08, gore consistantly reframed the buzz question into a much larger context: not anti-bush, not anti republican, but a question of how TV and the media and we the people are disconnected from reality. had to be to let the criminal overworld take over as they have.

the difference between the managed gore and the man gore was mind blowing. personally i do not see why he would want to run in 08. he can do more good just by using his celebrity to appear on media and promote a whole new way of communicating on tv.

among subjects he touched on was the fear that the movers and shakers are feeling. republicans are scared, democrats are scared. of what? being steamrolled by the criminal mob that has moved in to steal everything in sight. hoover's famous black book probably pales in comparison w/ the dossiers the junta has on our govt. employees. blackmail?

the entire hour is viewable. google "gore rose" and look for video.